Hello hello.I am back again.I know I have been neglecting my blog
again.Have decided to write my summary for this year as I am currently
feeling VERY BORED at home and I dont wanna postpone making the summary
to the very last minute. Just spent an hour or more to read up all my
posts for this year ( in case i forgot what I've experienced this year)
and also decided to read what I went through last year for a bit.
I
noticed that the number of posts that I've been posting has been
decreasing annually and hence one New year that I would try and conquer
would be to post more often in this blog..I don't keep a diary with
me,so this blog is in some sense like an electronic diary for me.Plus
the fact that not a lot of people knows about my blog or even reads
them. I don't really mind because it's not my main aim to have a famous
blog or something.I just like to write down my thoughts and stuff and
though would at times wish for some people who are close to me to read
them to just let them in what's actually going through in my mind,at the
same time I just take this as a personal record for the stuff that I
wanna put down in words to be read again.
I think this
year is the year where I've been to quite a lot of concerts and met a
lot of artists that I have been dreaming of meeting and I feel I am very
lucky to be able to do.Ooh and TABLO AND NICKHUN REPLIED MY TWEET WHICH IS BEYOND AWESOME!Also I think I broke my own personal record of
winning a lot of free stuff this year from concert tickets to a box of
beauty stuff from one of my fav. blogs I usually read.I myself dont know
how I do it,I just usually enter contests I am interested in and give
it my best shot and hope to win something.I do get disappointed at times
of not winning them.Hahahahhaa.Was able to buy one of my (well a num) of my dream shoes and had a number of great buys for clothes and all :D
I started the year by
going for GDA,then Twin Tower's Alive where 2ne1 came,then seeing Jo In
Sung,then GD's solo world tour,then world stage, Arthur's Day and
finally Super Junior-Super Show 5 concert.There are a few concerts which
I regret not going such as Linkin Park's one.But its all good.There are
2 concerts that I am dying to attend in 2014 and I just hope I will be
able to attend them. *praysss*
Crossing off my life's
to do list is to work in a fast food restaurant and just a few days back
experiencing the unique way of eating at my house porch with almost
complete darkness as there was no electric in my house for about 2
hours.I seriously appreciate the creation of electricity and internet I
tell you.
One of the happiest moment this year would
be the fact that I manage to graduate and is of course a "Hari Ini Dalam
Sejarah' in my life chapter. Am doing my CLP now and you will see my
rant and cry over it over the next many many posts.I can safely assure
you I will do that.
I didnt really travel that much
this year as much as I longed to ( especially the past few months
because I was just feeling restless and tired and what not-it's a hard
to explain feeling that I've been experiencing). But I did have short
and really awesome ones. One was going to Pangkor Island with
Ms.Lee,Ms.Yap,and Ms.Ding. And at the second half of the year went to
Thailand with Ms.Lee and Ms.Sweet ! Both were short trips but it was
definitely very memorable.
Also at then second half of
the year left me dealing with many issues which I did not expect that I
had to deal with to be honest.Its basically family stuff and it was not
easy for me to be honest.Am still dealing with it and I just hope all
will be resolved well next year.
Hence there has been
many negative or emo posts as you can put it.Some are about the issues
that I mentioned generally in the paragraph above.
Some
posts are just more about my feelings on thoughts on having to try and
decide on the direction I wanna head in life regarding on things I want
to do and experience and my career.I cant believe that I actually need
to deal with 'such grown up,adult stuff '. I think this maybe due to the
fact that subconsciously I just dont feel like being one? hahaha, I
dont know..That might be it or it might be just having to experience it
for the first time, I'm in shock mode and am not quite so sure how am I
supposed to handle this kinda things.And seeing like how some of my
peers know what and where they're heading already makes me feel
lost,worried and scared.
Like this kind of questions
have been some things I've been thinking a lot for this year I guess and
things in in life like living life itself,love,death and all
that..Experiencing,hearing and knowing about it personally and also
seeing things from like a third person kinda view.
Not
losing to last year,there are of course a lot of good songs and dramas
this year as well, such as That Winter the Wind Blows,Master's Sun,The
Heirs ( HELLO KIM WOO BIN I LOVE YOU , AND OOH SO JI SUB AND NOT
FORGETTING JO IN SUNG) and the new drama which just started not long My
Love from another star starring Jun Ji Hyun,Kim Soo Hyun and Yoo In Na.
The drama Heartless City is a very screwed up drama which I havent watch
fin yet ( its too emo) but I already knew the ending which is a sad one
which makes me not feeling like finsihing it.hahahahaa.
MY
favs artist such as 2ne1,GD ,YB and TOP released songs respectively
which I LOVE.EXO's Growl is one of my fav this year as well and so are
songs from like Infinite,Kahi ,Zion.T,Epik High and all. In the non-kpop
scene: Justin Timberlake and Beyonce ,Lorde,Macklemore and Ryan
Lewis,The Great Gatsby and Hunger Games : Catching Fire OST are one of
the few favourite albums of mine this year :DD
I guess
that's about it for this year.I wish for everyone that I know and for
myself that hopefully we will all have a better year in 2014,and to be a
better and stronger person than what we are today.I quote a pic which I
will be posting on instagram later:
''May your
coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness.I hope you
read some fine books and kiss someone who thinks you're wonderful,and
don;t forget to make some art-write or draw or build or sing or live as
only you can.And I hope somewhere in the next year,you surprise yourself
''
Happy New Year.Hello 2014 ! Bring it.
-with lots of love and the best wishes,peace out-
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